Ace Of Spade

I'd rather be called a bitch, a slut, a whore, than be called irresponsible mom.

It wasn't just the abuse of my trust and love that hurt me in this relationship, one of them was being stabbed at the back by the man you love.

When I'm with my friends, I always say good things about Ernel even though most of the time he was not. I never told anyone that he cheated on me before, the last time he cheated was the 6th time. And when I could no longer keep it to myself, I told the whole world about it. All my friends and our family were really shock about it.

What really hurt me most was when he told his mistresses Shyne and Sheila, ans his team mates, that I was an irresponsible mother to his kids. I don't know how he told him, but what he complained to me was that I never feed Migue myself, that I always let the Yaya do it. It was silly because he was the one who gave Migue bruises, I remember when Migue was a few weeks old he threw the lampin on his face because he won't stop crying, I remember when Migue was 6 months old he slapped his leg so hard because Migue won't stop crying, and I wasn't there because I was working. He was the one who spanked Migue with a belt that gave him bruises, because Migue had a fever and won't drink his medicine.

Am I the irresponsible one?

Let's not forget, was I who cheated?