Ace Of Spade

My, my, my… What a bad thing I've done lately...letting all my hate out through blogs… But it's good though.. It made me feel better and it made me realized a lot of things that I've been blinded to. This is my therapy. My form of release.. Thanks to those who’s been reading it.

Thanks to the people who gave such wonderful advices:

to Joe who said that if I continue this, my sorrow is == fungus’ happiness… She's right! It was the past, why would I let it ruin me? Well, I have an answer to that...because in the past, I did nothing when people stepped on me, betrayed me and even played behind my back. I did nothing when I was cut so deep. I did nothing when they broke me. I did nothing when they double crossed me. I did nothing when they ruined my poor life.
I only took a deep painful breath and cried. How pathetic is that? (“they” are consisted of 4 persons) May you have the worst fate! (ahahha..kidding!)
This soul of mine is bleeding, torn and bruised.

Joe told me never to trust Exs. Never let them be part in your relationship. She’s so damn right. And guys, if you plan to break up with your beaus, make sure that they (your exs) will not ruin the new relationship you have. It’s bullshit when you say that “we’re just friends”. Exs should never be friends. This is for theirs and your benefit! Let there be peace in the new relationship you now have. Break up is break up.

To my dad, the worst person I know, ginoo nalang bahala nimu! Hahaha!

To Gossip Queen, stop comparing me to your dear daughter. No matter how you scrutinize me, I look better and I am better than I was before. Let me live. Why do you hate me soo much? Why do you love to compare me? Why are you messing up my life?

To fungus, I’m happy now that she’s moving on and happy. Most of my blogs were about her. Be happy. The process of metamorphosis has begun from a fungus i see you now as a mushroom. A mushroom to poison ivy. A poison ivy to a little birdy.. Fly little birdy. Fly! Fly like a swan! Wahahaha! Boringog!

To those who hate me, pagtagbaw! I’m loving it!

Ooooooopppssss..me, me, me..bad.

Maybe some can relate to this blog. Let me advice you that those people we hate are not worth our time, our anger, our love, our trust. Let them do whatever they wanted to do. Their lives sucks, that’s why they wanna mess up with yours. Break free from aversion.
They will go to hell for it anyway! (hopefully) hahahah! btaw..
Vengeance, is not ours, it's God's. It’ll only get worst when you do it yourself. If we lift it all up to him, he’ll take charge and things will be great again. Wounds will heal, we’ll breathe easy and life will be great again! I love my God.

I'd like to say "I'm sorry" to those I've hurt deeply. I may have the worst attitude and tongue, but I do have a good heart and I do have a God who I fear and love most. I’m not the worst. If you want the worst, I’ll introduce you to them. I am just being myself. This is the real me. I don’t front. I don’t lie. I hate. I love. I forgive, but I can’t forget. Sorry! I’m only human… born to make things wild! Nyahahha!